- As I Cry
- Theism
- Ghost
- Pious Reverie
- Chasing Jacques Le'bret

Unpublished Songs

- Breathe Alone
- Detail
- True Lunacy

As I Cry

Why'd you walk into my life
As I Cry!
And stabbed my heart with your knife
Because it's so hard to find surmise
As I Cry!
When all I recieved was demise

And I will not pretend to love you
After all of the things that you've done
Even with, even with your tears of lies
It leaves me alone at night and your gone

Why'd you fuck with my head again
You fucking bitch! I can't let this be the end

Because it's so hard to find surmise
As I Cry!
When all I recieved were your lies

Taking away the pain and shame left in my mind to rot away as I say "It's over no more of your imature games"
As I, as I cry
Your gone

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Theism

Over soon over and you'll know
that one touch can kill you
Like poison on your tounge
it's over

And now that it's over
just how will your faith be shown
and now you need to decide
just who is your who is your god now

Reject us
Try again try to live with sin, so vertuious
Once again reality will end, so infectious
Now and then I feel it end within us

Try again, try again to live within the bounderys of
everything must begin in our hearts, so
Now agian, now again, our hearts begin to think for them selfs now
everyone and everything will fall lifeless, oh

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Ghost

For nothing's left, he stays awake - wandering
An empty space, a hollow state of seclusion
There's a light that focuses in on him
She's lipping words that he can not begin to hear

Waiting and wanting, is this really happening here
Seeings believing, over and over again

As he lays he dreams of his translucent lover
No sense of touch to keep existing time in this world
Await the cold, he never knows the pain he holds is so controlled by the amount of holes contained in this life that no one knows
There's no more light
No more light!
Eternal promise made
For us
In the silence
Eternal promise made
For us
For us

sirens, hear the sirens, frozen for a moment in time
Beauty, seal her beauty, as their light illuminates the sky....

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Pious Reverie

My eyes are open
where am I, did I die
There's too much color
it's different than black & white

Now I 'm being pulled from above
I don't know whats real anymore
a familiar voice says to me
Wake up!, Wake up!, Wake up!, wake up!

Still wondering in this place of discrace

Still blind a figure apears with no face
whats with this color, and with this place
I grab its neck and hold
as it falls lifeless to the floor

I 'm being pulled from above
I don't know whats real anymore
that voice says to me again
Wake up!, Wake up!, Wake up!, wake up!
My eyes are open
where am I, am I back
I roll over to see her eyes wide open
with her necklace of black
What have I done
No not my love

Now I know what needs to be done
as I reach for the gun
There's no more to live for
My god!, My god!, My god!, My god!
BANG!

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Chasing Jacques Le'bret

Murderer!
Who is this man...
Murderer!
he's deaths right hand man
Murderer!
safe no more
Murderer!
yet he's adored
Murderer!

And now we've think
we caught this mad man
off his gaurd again
Where do I
Catch a man that
hides in my mind
How do I catch him, catch him
this time

He's killed again...
Murderer!
his killing spree must end...
Murderer!
Number 10...
Murderer!
Number 10...
Murderer!
hes gone too far...
Murderer!
I know who you are...
Murderer!
He thinks he's god...
Murderer!
Your not a god...
Murderer!

And now we're
chasing Jacques Le'Bret
again to his end
One more time
the killers killed
and hid in my mine
One more time
I dare you, I'll catch you
this time

No more killing...
Murderer!
I know the ending...
Murderer!
Now your mine...
Murderer!
It's time to die...
Murderer!

Die, Die, Die!

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Breathe Alone

Hearing voices block them all
Watch his eyes watching me fall
I keep screaming hear me call
Sun rises, sun falls

Will I ever breathe alone?
Or be stuck with what is shown (again I fall)
Feelings never to be known
Will I ever breathe alone?

Penetration from inside
Set to be released and lie
Where in mind do I hide?
From something dead left in my mind

Its dark in here

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Detail

Falling upon my knees
Like you wanted
This love is my disease
Again you wanted

Once again Ive done nothing
To keep this pain away
This regret is my hell
All in this detail

Calling out your name
Everythings changed
I wish it was the same
No ones to blame

All in this detail

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True lunacy

This killing that never ends
whats with his deadly hands
touching my ex-girlfriends
Me went dormant and I waked insane

"Think now" with sirens blaring
I just fall back
"what now" as I continues staring
with blood on my hands
"what's this" scratch marks on my face
with me feeling sick
"staring" at that expression on her face
in blood so thick
Why! did I come back to this place
I pull my hands from her body
where our two hands were still enlaced
God! why did I do this, what have I done
The sirens get louder
the only thing to do is run

"purplex" stumbling through the streets
confused on why
"weary" my heart quickly beats
was it me or was it I
"running" the sirens are still nearing
searching these streets of mine
it's not my fault but their still
after me and still after I

I quickly stop where a wall marks the end
with no help from reverie, reality won't bend
Cornered and scared I turn to see the men in blue
with their barrels aimed at me, what will I ever do

"It's over" one of them yells at me
"I reply" it was I not me, not me
"I then speaks" don't come any closer I swear
"As I look" down to see the knife poking me
I begins to fall, with me gettin dizzy
I hits the ground with me feeling free
So I did it, I stabbed me in the heart
finally I'll find peace with our two souls apart
My soul floats up!
His soul burns up!

This killing that never ends
whats with I killing my ex-girlfriends
Was it pain, was it hate, or was it shame
all the same me went dormant and I awaked insane

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